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so much for taking it slow

For fuck’s sake you can want what you want. You don’t have to suffer for it.
You don’t have to feel guilt once you have it either.

I watched Perfect Blue. Someone I trust very much recommended it. I thought, all right let’s do it. It’s on my TBW list anyway.

There was a point in the story that I remember telling myself omg I don’t know whether to be angry at him or not. I had no idea that scene was in it, and of course it was triggering. But maybe the roughness of what I watched — roughness may not even be the right word since the presentation was so colorful and Paprika-like in its mindfuck of it all — was what shot this epiphany right into my forehead.

The bullet hot.